I shave my head.

Some spontaneous change in my life keeps it running in the forward direction. Shaving my head allows me to feel like I am disassociated from the rest of the gay community. This is something I currently need due to the fact that I am ever longing for somebody to love. I am trying to ween myself from this feeling of longing. Life is too short to live in a constant search. I need to focus on the beauty of life, and then, if love comes my way, appreciate it.
I assume it makes me look more masculine, and I believe I look half decent.
11:06 PM